The gate inward
The inner path · அகம்
Round 6 · behind the hill
You have walked ahead of your lamps
You are welcome here, and may read on. These lamps on the rounds below are not yet lit; this round will open more fully once they are:
Behind the hill
The inner path
This part of the journey is yours alone. Nothing here is checked or recorded. Take as long as you need.
Sit in silence
Sit quietly for two minutes with Umapathi's question. Allow the difference between Siva's presence and our recognition of Him to remain before you, without trying to settle it at once.
Rendering: Spreading light and thick darkness cannot readily meet in one place. Sambandar of lofty Marutai, with its close-growing groves, how did You abide in me, burdened by harsh deeds, even before I recognised You?
Read the question silently or chant it softly, then give it a little silence: Vinaa Venba.
Sit with this
How might I become more willing to receive help when I do not yet understand?